Uncovering my secret struggle
September 1, 2024
I like structure, order, and organization. Well actually I am obsessed with it. Likely, even addicted to it. You see, structure, order and organization are the ways my ego organizes me to feel like I am in control.
Now, you might be saying, what is wrong with that? Structure and organization are great.
I agree!
However, structure, order and organization are great as long as I am in ‘right relationship’ to these qualities.
The truth is often, I can’t function well without structure, order and organization. 😱
Which ironically means, I am out of control and certainly not free.
Freedom is letting go of controlling the outcome and following the flow of life which can be messy.
Freedom is faith at the deepest level. Faith in a power greater than oneself and faith that there is a plan, a divine plan that has your highest and best interest in mind at all times.
What my life has taught me is that the more I resist trusting life, my voice, my connection to source and my higher power, the more I experience drama and suffer.
So I am digging in more deeply to this game of trust these days. I am letting go more and more to the best of my ability. I am leaning in, listening and surrendering.
It is a lesson I continue to learn and life seems committed to teaching me. It doesn’t seem to matter if I am navigating a personal relationship issue, or an issue related to my work, life is always leading me to the highest and best outcome for all involved.
My only job is to lean in, listen and surrender to it.
This week, I invite you to tap into the wise one within, because I believe the single most important gift we can give as women on this planet right now is getting source connected.
If you have not already done so, I invite you to download my FREE Check In Meditation and guide, which can support you on your journey to trust yourself more deeply.
PS: Stay tuned for next week when I share my full coaching session with my spiritual coach with you!
in trust and gratitude,
Annmarie Chereso
Author, Speaker, Coach, & Meditation Teacher
Annmarie has created a profound learning experience. She shares vulnerably and authenticity, and generously from her own life and her laser-sharp coaching creates an ideal learning environment. I would highly recommend Annmarie for anyone who wants to deepen your understanding of yourself and enhance your relationship with your kids and just about everyone else in your life.’
MEAGAN SMITH HRLE